I need support no negativity please.

So I am 12 days late on my period lately I had been getting light cramps and bloating I went through symptoms of pregnancy my last period was on November 26th and ended on Dec 1st today is Dec 31st and I wiped blood I have already gone through what I believe is implantation bleeding so what could this be to bleed while pregnant sometimes I know my Mom did with me when she was pregnant. And yes I know I can go take a test but right now I cannot that's why I come to this app for advice. I just want to know this will be the second time with false symptoms if I'm not pregnant. So disappointing. And well 12 daysissed period and now this what do you think?