Advice please.

Lynndaline

These 5 months have been great and things have been fine, but Dec 26th I got news and my life is being flipped upside down and now m struggling to balance my emotions and taking care of my daughter. My grandma has maybe 3 months left, stage 4 liver and pancreas cancer. Her and my mom have been my friends and we’ve done so much together. I tried talking to my psychiatrist but meds aren’t an option, because me and my husband were trying for baby #2 and now I’m in the tww. I don’t know how to handle everything and my family is just trying to pretend everything is fine. I’m an emotional wreck and no support. Idk what to do or where to turn