new years sucks

so long story short my boyfriend went to a party for new years and i’m home bc i’m 17 and my mom doesn’t want me on the roads late at night with all the drunks out i’ve been crying all day about it and it just sucks bc last night he said he’d come over and than today he said nvm he’s going to a party bc my mom said we can hang till 10 but i just got so upset i wanted to go home this is the second year in a row i can’t kiss my boyfriend for new years and i’m so upset about it honestly:/ i’m about to just go to bed this is like the most important kiss of the year to me and yet again he’ll be at a party with tons of girls who i don’t trust around him :/ ughhhhh Happy New Years amiright 😭