People that have kids close to age

Kaitlyn

So I took two home test and both are positive, I have a 4 year old boy and a 6 month old girl we did not plan this we were careful but I guess not careful enough, now I have to get it confirmed by my doctor. How did you guys deal with the shock if it was a shock with hav in ng kids so close in age I am scared 3 kids. I'm struggling with postpartum still struggling $$ wise. My mind is running all over the place. Any advice or kind words please.