I just can’t!!

My boyfriend had been cheating on me since September. I haven’t had the energy or desire to confront him because I was going through chemo and will be getting a double mastectomy in two weeks. The ass just texted me saying that he loves me so much and he wants to marry me. All I can do is roll my eyes. I can’t even respond without being sarcastic. The only reason I haven’t dumped his ass yet is because I’ll be out for 6 weeks for this survey and need my bills paid till then 🤷🏽‍♀️ am I wrong? I don’t think i am. I’m not even hurt. Going through this experience and getting closer to God and really seeing who is truly there for me and who isn’t makes me glad I can clean house and get rid of the trash.