So long story short, me and my husband had 4 miscarriages in 2017. December 29, 2016 I found out I was pregnant with our first angel baby but I had to have a forced abortion bc I had a ectopic pregnancy and the baby was growing in my left tube. We had 3 other miscarriages through out 2017. This christmas I have been reminiscing on christmas 2016 and I just felt the need to take my last pregnancy test. I was so sure it'd be negative as all the other times. I had been telling my husband for days that I didn't think it'd ever happen. But little did I know, that little faint positive popped RIGHT UP. We've been trying for 1yr and 4months! I'm so excited and nervous that I feel like I'm gonna throw up 😂. And to those who will ask what I did different or my ovulation stuff, me and my husband BARELY had sex this month. I didn't have a period all of November but had a short 4 day period the beginning of December. So my cycle was all out of whack. I didn't track anything other than how I was feeling that day. And to be completely honest, my mind never stopped thinking about wanting to be a mom. People say to just stop trying and it'll happen, but that's not true in all cases and its OKAY to think about it and try. Praying for a sticky bean and praying that this is finally our Rainbow 🌈💛 Happy New Year to us!! Praying pregnancy on all of you struggling mamas for all of 2019!!!❤