My dad begin touching on me at the age 6 n took my virginity by age 11 I never told anyone because I thought it was normal thing n he told me he would be taken away n my mom would beat me n hate me so I never told anyone by age 13 I got pregnant by time I realized I was I was to late to get a abortion which my father forced me to get n he forced me to tell my mom it was my boyfriend From the neighborhood I got very depressed then n didn’t want to live he told me it was my fault n that I shouldn’t be playing victim when I wanted it one day he told my mom because I said enough was enough I’m telling so he got scared n told her she cried then I told my friend from school which someone got the police involved so my mom moved me to my grandma house where I stayed depressed a whole summer I had to lie to police about what happened in fear my mom would go to because she didn’t go to the police when he told but my mom didn’t know n she removed me once he told her but I had a girl named her journey n I can’t connect with her at all I think withdrawal for what happens to me