Just today, i found out my cousin from my dad’s side is pregnant! And im so happy for her but i also feel so jealous because i wish it was me. Im the first born grandchild and I assumed i was going to be the first to give that side of family a little baby

Then we came to my in laws and my husbands brothers wife just announed they’re pregnant too! Again im soooo happy for them , i just wish it had been me. Going to be a year since TTC and already had a false positive so im feeling so down.

Sorry just wanted to vent to someone, happy new years ❤️