Has anyone’s boyfriend

Has anyone’s boyfriend ever made them feel like shit because they won’t have sex with them so they just get up while not feeling good or in pain or while pregnant or even just don’t want to & have sex with him ? & you just go numb through most of it & for the rest you’re thinking of why are you letting him do this . Even tho i allowed him i know he felt my body limp when he would try to get me to do something to the point he was holding my legs in the air behind his back so they wouldn’t fall