i’m 18 almost 19 and i lost my virginity tonight. with someone i care about and he cares about me. it was a good experience but i’ve held on to my virginity for so long. because it’s always been so important to me. i always wanted it to be taken/given in an act of love. but it was more out of pleasure. i don’t regret doing it or the person, i just wish i would’ve been in love like i’ve always wanted.

why do i feel less valuable now?