Did not start my year off right.

I slept through the new year. I realize that I had only one friend because I woke up to zero messages or New Years texts. My “friend” actually texted because he was leaving me in the past. We were a 6 year long friendship. He was in love with me but I didn’t feel the same way so he said he needed his space from me.. it hurt me because I valued our friendship, but I can’t force him to stay and get hurt. My bf only sent me the Happy New Year text after I sent it to him & a good morning text this morning. That’s it. I feel lonely and tired with my job. I’m getting paid minimum wage but I can’t complain until I make 3 months working there. Still, there’s new employees who are getting paid more than me. I just needed to rant. Thanks.