Am I the only one???

Rainbowbabydue

Am I the only one who gets extremely worried right before an ultrasound? I've had 4 miscarriages and 1 blighted ovum, and I am so worried for my ultrasound Thursday. Its the gender ultrasound. I am 17 weeks and 6 days today, and I still can't help but feel scared that the baby isn't going to be alive or that they won't be able to see him/her. I'm so scared.