Ok so this might be confusing so I’ll try to make it as easy to understand as possible I’m sorry 😂. So currently I’m talking to a man I’ll call him A. A and I met lest semester and he liked me a lot more than I liked him but towards the end of the semester I decided that I’d give him a chance because I know I could be difficult at times and that fact that he stayed and really wanted to be with me was impressive. We didn’t enter a relationship because it was spring semester and I wouldn’t see him over the summer. But we still FaceTimed and agreed to be in a relationship in the fall.

We stopped talking as much over the summer and we both were intimate with different people. When school came around he ended up living off campus but we reconnected. At first I had no interest and continued to be intimate with an ex while talking to A, however A was also intimate with other females. Well A and I have gotten closer and he said we aren’t exclusive and I personally feel like now A only talks to me when he wants to have sex. I regret not entering a relationship with him last spring but I would’ve never gotten to see him over the summer. He says that he likes me now but I feel like he isn’t as into me as he once was.

Anyway why I’m writing this is because yesterday was New Years and we were talking before and he told me he “needed but” which is a way of saying hes horny and I know we aren’t exclusive but he had sex with someone else and he knows her. I’m hurt. I would’ve felt better if it was someone he didn’t know but I’m afraid that she goes to the same school as aid and if she does what if he’s also talking to her. I’m no saint I’ve been sleeping with my ex and sexting him but I’m working on that. And I haven’t slept with anyone recently as A and I have been talking more because now I really like him and I feel like it’d be wrong for me to sleep with anyone. My winter break is about to be over and I just feel sad about the whole situation. I don’t want to have sex with A knowing he’s done the same with someone else. Even though we’re just talking he said we aren’t exclusive rn I feel like we were going good. Can you guys let me know if I’m being dramatic thank you :)