We are NOT ready..

Ma

My boyfriend and I have been dating for a while and we both decided we were ready for sex. Both of us are 18 and graduating highschool this year. In going to school to become and RN and hes going into the military. He wont leave me and go into the military if I'm pregnent and idk what I'm going to if im pregnent and have to go to nursing school. I'm very academic oriented and I dont work. He does work but abortion is expensive and both of us are iffy about the idea of it and what it could do to my body. We were having sex and the condom broke as he was finishing. There was no warning to his finish so there was no way he could have pulled out. This was at the beginning of my cycle and I had just ovulated but forgotten to take my birth control pill. I'm scared that I ruined both of our futures by forgetting my pill. Does anybody have any ideas for what we can do?