I let him record

So the night before I came home with my “man who’s not my man” a little drunk. We had sex and he asked me if he could record. Stupidly I said yes. I’m regretting that now! I’ve been like crying today at how stupid i am. I don’t even see us together much longer and he has broken my trust. Now my worry is that We will end things and he will post. He said he would never do such a thing. This has happened so much in my hometown where Guys post the videos. So I know I’m dumb for agreeing. Again I was drunk. So no I’m trying to figure out should I just ask him to delete it or get his phone somehow and delete them myself. If I tell him I feel like he would say he deleted it but have a lost file.

You’re probably saying if he cares he would delete. But honestly our relationship is weird. I never know if it is something or not. Complicated and I actually planned on calling it quits. Now I’m scared because he has that in his possession. What do i do ladies!