Nervous & Overdue FTM 🙋🏼‍♀️

40 + 2...No baby or any signs of labor! I haven’t felt any contractions, lost my MP or felt my water break. Trying to make it through today (Wednesday) because the only doctor I don’t want is on call. She is super young. Is that bad to wish??? (Prob jinxing myself here). Thinking about being induced Thur night to have the baby Friday on my husband’s birthday. I didn’t want to induce, but I’m warming up to the idea. Any advice appreciated!!