sooooo

i like this girl but i dont know if she likes me back. she honestly loves her ex and says she's gonna marry her one day, that breaks my heart. she is the first girl i have liked in my life, i dont know what to tell her or how i should. she goes to a school across town and it really sucks, i wanna be with her everyday and just tell her how beautiful she is weather or not she doesnt think so.

i just wanna love the fuck outta this woman, im a pansexual and everything so some people might not get why i like her.

she's the girl i like and i want her to be mine. thats too much to ask for but, i really want her. now the bigger problem is, i have an ex i still want, i like this kid in my math class... oh and uhh, how could i forget. MY MOTHER IS HOMOPHOBIC, now thats a big problem. she wont understand, and im afraid to come out to her.

if i did she would stop talking to me, stop being my mother and possibly kick me to the curb, she wouldnt get it at all so that sucks. i just need advice on how i could stay happy this year, have my mother accept me for who i am, and maybe get a girlfriend/boyfriend... if my ex still wants to take the chance and want me back.

i just need advice, so please...help a sister out🏳️‍🌈