I’m so stuck

Andi • light94

I’m 24 years old two years ago I almost last my oldest daughter due to weed DHS came and took her. I got out of that relationship and got her back and everything. Now I have two girls and a fiancé. I learned this past three weeks my fiancé been buying and smoking weed. Know from before we got together no weed at all. So he’s been going behind my back smoking and is even jobless now. We got into it and just the way he makes it sound he’s never going to stop. My name even on the abuse registry. I love this man soo much and now I’m stuck on what to do. Because I want it to stop due to what happen to me and he pretty much said he won’t. I’m starting to feel like he wants this relationship over even though he says this is what he wants.