I feel Obliged to write about my reflection on 2018... (not for you but for me )

to be honest I’m not really involved with what is happening around the world rather I’m only aware of my world... selfish? Maybe I cannot help to feel helpless when think about grate problems of the world and the feeling of helplessness cause major anxiety for me. But as cliche as it sounds the change starts when we make better decisions as individuals for our selves ,for others and for the future.

Last year somewhere around this times I had no will to “live”not even a little bit the idea of vegetating to death seemed actually appealing. As life went on and I found purpose again and was reminded of why is it that I’m alive with the given situation and what can I do with it? I made my self a promise to never allow another moment to pass by in vain to work hard for my new found goals that are bigger than me and could possibly affect the world around me.

Change It’s happening right here in this room , on this desks with these hands and this mind. I’m only offering what I have I’m not promising more nor am I giving less than I could. And now I see that as my responsibility to never allow my self to think it’s okay to vegetate to death. .

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Now here are my two lovely angels to water down what I just shared

Here is to the new year 🥂