I want a baby so badly but all of this tracking and not getting things right is causing me to feel defeated. Everyone around me is pregnant or having babies! I want to be happy for everyone but I am a ball of emotions right now. I'm only 34 yrs old.... I just didn't think it would be this hard.. It has been 14 yrs since my first. Maybe my body is not responsive anymore. Just tired of negatives everywhere 😢