Seriously hurt...

So since I’ve had my daughter. I’m disgusted by my body . It’s not the same & I don’t feel attractive at all and I’m struggling with it . Was my daughter worth it ? Absolutely. But I still want to feel good about myself . Tonight I went and bought a cute sexy outfit to wear in the bedroom to not only surprise my SO but to feel pretty for myself . Upon reveal all he did was laugh at me and roll over to go to sleep . Now here I am crying because I just wanted to feel sexy . That’s what I get for trying right?