So afraid of a chemical

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Is anyone else afraid of a chemical pregnancy? This is my first pregnancy so I don’t know why I’m so freaked out. For some reason I just really doubt my body at night and start getting so anxious.

I got two very dark BFPs, one at 12 and one at 14 DPO (today). Is there any correlation with faint positives and chemicals? Since I had a few dark positives am I less at risk for a really early miscarriage?

I’m taking a clear blue digital tomorrow morning. I just need to see it in writing! 😣

(I took the picture of the 12 DPO test literally 20 seconds after peeing on it, it got darker but not as dark as the 14 DPO one).