I want my baby!

I want my baby. I want my own little one to cuddle and love. I want to have someone who calls me mommy. I want to see my wonderful husband in my child and see him as a daddy. I want to raise a wonderful person. Why is it so difficult to conceive when teens get pregnant and unwanted pregnancies happen at the drop of a hat? It’s not fair. No one in my life can understand this pain except for the TTC world. I hate this. I hate this feeling. I just want my baby 😢 Lord please give me the strength to keep on keeping on. Give me my blessing