I recently left a bad relationship, we had been together for four years. We have a two year old and another on the way. Things had gotten worse then they were before and I just couldn’t take it anymore. I had to move in back home because all of my money is caught up in the house we lived in, and he monitored ALL of my money. Honestly he was just super controlling, narcissistic, mean, and down right had a bad/nasty attitude. But I can’t help but feel super sad and heartbroken. It’s like my life is falling apart, I want to go back but I know that I can’t and shouldn’t. I’m not in my own home, I’m just not at all with my own stuff. If that makes sense? I miss him but I don’t. And my dad is my #1. He has raised me all on his own, sacrifices EVERYTHING for me, he has let me come home more times then I can count and still continues to support me. I don’t want to leave him after everything he has done for me. I don’t know if it’s because of my pregnancy that I’m just feeling extra upset and depressed. I don’t know what to do..