I’m so emotionally damaged from the sexual traumas I’ve experienced throughout my life that ever since I was a kid I’ve had nightmares/dreams where bad guys, monsters, etc come in and my immediate response is to offer them sexual favors to get them to stop what they’re doing. I know it’s so weird and fucked up. 😫😑

Last night I had a dream that the Grinch, only a scarier more demon like version of him was around terrifying people. So I jerked and sucked him off 😵 I hate my dreams.

*edit* I do already see a therapist for the number of other problems I have like PTSD from my house fire, but the sex thing is so awkward and embarrassing 😔