Pregnancy Anxiety

I’m turning 5 weeks pregnant tomorrow and I have a lot of symptoms that come and go which is good. I have no bleeding and little cramping which is normal. Even with all of this, I’m so nervous I’m going to go to the bathroom and see blood. I had a miscarriage in August and I think it’s scarred me and I’m trying to be relaxed but it’s so stressful. I stopped testing a day after my missed period because I had already take 5 tests and I don’t want to sit there and focus on a test. Any one else anxious?