Sometimes I feel very lonely in this journey. Everyone around me is getting pregnant and I genuinely feel happy for them.

Every month telling my husband that im on my period is something I dread to do. After telling him, i can feel him distant himself from me. I know we deal with the news differently. I guess I know my body. And i know that my period is coming. And kind mentally prepare for it. On the other hand, everytime I feel nauseous or my tummy gets a little bloated my husband will get his hopes up.

I guess im just tired of going through the same thing every single month.