I went in there with 💯 perfect positivity this was it <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">ivf</a>! It was the answer to all our hopes and prayers we got this! This will work, after being poked with so many hormones I thought I wanted to give up, I don’t like this but wait it will all be worth it it’s ok I got this! It’s going to work! Retrieved 8 good eggs 2 eggs fertilized and 2 frozen! Yes we got this I thought to my self, finally it’s time we got them in, we can’t go wrong from here, knowing this will work this is finally our time even though in the back of my mind there’s the possibility of it all going wrong, two week wait here we go! Followed all of Drs orders every one bit, family is excited 😊, we are excited, looking and thinking of baby stuff and baby names, because this is going to work!

Two weeks pass still no signs, pregnancy blood test is done ✅ waiting on the results... dr calls hey your hormones they are still pretty low. Have you had any bleeding? No.. ok come back 3 days we will test again. There still hope right it’s ok just 3 more days we got this, 10 min later I gotta use the restroom and there it is bleeding all hopes lost, dr says bed rest it could be just uterus lining because they implanted, calms me down a bit go home no more bleeding so I’m in the clear right! Next morning get up, eat breakfast, oh gotta use the restroom same thing blood mucus looking try not to freak out it’s uterus lining, two hours later go to the restroom oh well look at that! Hopes, dreams, prayers all gone it’s my period! It didn’t work! What I new n thought would work, what we been saving for hoping that this would be the answer to growing our family failed! It’s so heart breaking! Like why? Why is it so hard for us? Why em I the problem? Why is it that every solution the dr gives us failed? Cyst removal surgery, clearing my tubes and being told there way to damaged only way is <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> ok let’s do it what’s another procedure whatever it takes right! Just to find out it didn’t work as well, why? I honestly feel exhausted and defeated I can’t do it naturally or scientifically, it’s game over! Idk what to do anymore besides I guess give it time and hope that the frozen embryos will catch but at this point I give up!