Dear one!!

I went to bed last night excited as I felt this was it and the countdown to meet you would begin! I imagined what the next 9 months would be and envisioned finally getting to hold you in my arms! Your 2 older brothers would be overjoyed since they’ve been asking for you for years! For 6 years we’ve been waiting and last night I truly believed we would finally get an opportunity!

This morning a glimmer of that faded as the wrong pink was seen. At least it wasn’t a lot and wasn’t bright red so there was still hope. We all would really like to meet you; however, as the day progressed I’m thinking this is not the time. I’m not sure if you’re not quite ready to meet us or maybe the timing is just off! I continue to embrace the ups and down, the negatives and those pesky indents! I know you will be amazing and are already loved. My heart aches knowing that we have to wait a bit longer, but I know you are worth it!