So me and this guy were thing and he did something stupid and pissed me off so I told him he lost sex and we hung out the other night and he keep saying we were gonna have sex and we were making out and he had me give him a back rub them told me to move so I got off of him and he kissed me and like laid me down while doing it and I was like we arnt having sex your still in trouble and he was like no I’m fucking you tonight and I was like no no your not and he keep trying to find ways to guilt trip me into doing it and they weren’t working so he started to undress me and I was like you can undress me all u want it’s not happening and he was like bet and then he got my pants off and was like so either u can let me take you panties off or I can rip them off and I was like do not rip them off I just bought these and he was like then imma just move them to the side and I was like nope and put my hand over my vagina and he was like common I know you want it and I was like I do but your in trouble so no and then he was like I’m finger you then and I was like no you will not and he was like mhm and then attempted to finger me and I grabbed his hand and he just moved my hand and started to finger me and I didn’t stop him after that and he was like see you want me to fuck you and I pulled his hand away and I was like see now u fingered me we are done now and he said no I know u want to and I was like that doesn’t matter you are in trouble you are we are not fucking and then he was like well my dicks coming out and going in something and I was like no and then he was like come on and I was like no then he said put it in and I was like no and he like jabbed it into my thigh a bunch of times toying to put it in and he was like put it in and I was like no and he was like fine and then guided it in with his hand and then we had sex and I don’t know if this is considered rape because I like the sex and after a little bit I started to participate in it. I don’t know I have been raped before and I think I’m just scared it happened again and I just kinda let it happen again. Thoughts?