Im a a bit sad I must admit... but I think what hurts me the Most is my fiancee's reaction this morning when he found out I started my period. Even though we are trying, we are also letting it happen whenever so technically we arent 100% TTC.I can tell it breaks his heart a little . At the same time I feel like I'm to blame because of my stress and that I'm not relaxing and letting it happen. Sometimes I'm tempted to buy the pre-seed and help us conceive but I'm afraid it won't be the way God intended for us to conceive 😔I'm so lost right now trying to act like I'm strong for him. Pray for me please and if anyone else is going through similar situations ,please share