The last time I was pregnant it was around 4 years ago... I was so confused in my life, on the streets and was scared for my future.. I already have a child that my mother raises and he doesn’t call me mum... So when this pregnancy accrued I was so scared... My anxiety just got to me and I went to the abortion clinic, I was 16 weeks pregnant.

Until this day, this little girl appears in my dreams (I never knew who I was pregnant with, but I’m very spiritual). First 2 years I tried to kind of forget it, don’t think about it. But since I went deeper on my spiritual journey I started to sense her, I would always dream her... So I decided to just get her out in the physical, for 2 years I’m trying to get pregnant and she’s still not here. I started to understand that she will not come on the wrong time, it’s could’ve happened so many times already and since that pregnancy I have not been pregnant.

She’s back again and her name is Ayana. I really feel that she’s ready to come to this world. I hope this year will be my year! I’m finally with the love of my life, we had to go through a lot to be together.

My friend keeps telling me to buy folic acid and that it helps to get pregnant. I actually went to a few drug stores to buy it and they said they didn’t have it. So I’am going to trust the universe on this baby. When I need to start taking folic acid the universe will lead me to it. I’am no longer going to force the events of my life. I fully trust the universe. Love is the answer! ❤️