I thought I had the perfect storm of ttc this cycle. It seemed the stars were aligned when I ovulated and everything. But here I am, 8dpo, riddle with period symptoms. Sore breasts, cramping, and the tell tale leg aches... I feel so disheartened.

Update: I called it. AF reared her ugly head today. I want to just shrivel up in a corner somewhere. The years of negatives has taken its toll on me. Every time I see someone get pregnant who didn't want to or shouldn't be a mother, it kills me. Every time I see internet strangers two lines, I cry.

I give up. I just give up.