okay so I saw a post yesterday about tea I’ll leave it below!

When I lost my virginity I was 14 years old. it was in October and my birthday is in August so I had just turned.. but I had liked this guy since I was in 7th grade and he would always lead me on ( we went to different schools ) but once I got into high school we went to the same school but he was a grade ahead of me. well my sister and his friend were married at the time and he messaged one night and we got talking and one think led to another and he asked if I was a Virgin and all that and eventually we made plans for the both of us to ride the bus to my sisters house and spend the weekend. well it was like 4 in the morning and things got heated.. keep in mind it is first time... and for like the first two minutes I tried to go threw the pain but then I started saying stop because it was hurting so bad but he didn’t stop for like another 10 minutes until he came. like I remember just laying there watching 1000 ways to die on the tv because I eventually just stopped saying stop. like would that be considered rape? I made plans with him to get on the bus, i laid down with him in the bed, kissed him, then when it started to hurt said no in the middle of it ? This has been years ago but like that post just has got me thinking..

I’m sorry if this bothers anybody I really truly am..