REMIND ME WHYYYYY!

So I’ve been getting a lot of action lately... from a couple different guys (all safe and tested)

And I go into the situation ready to have fun! Excited and looking for a good time. And then 1/2 through our beginning make out sesh I just stop feeling excited. I’m all in my head and they want me to be into it and the more I say I am, the less I am.

So I’ll suck their dick till they come or till their about to (this is a whole nother insecurity). I feel good. I feel sexy. (A hard thing for s girl with chronic anxiety to do. To feel good).

Then he begins. He’s eating me out or grinding on me or fingering me, and I’m not into it. It doesn’t feel good, I’m not vibing. So now I have to fake it.

The. journey is mine to discover what truly gives me pleasure.

But I was hoping some ladies who get incredible sex can remind me MALE GIVEN ORGASMS EXIST!

XOXO