😔 bad day

Having a crap day leaving my partner at 30 weeks with our un planned baby. He wouldn’t make changes to himself he wouldn’t stop taking cocaine on nights out, he wouldn’t stop lying to me about basically anything I just can’t do it anymore I feel like a bad person but he’s had such a long time to sort himself out 😩 I wish he would of just listened to me or I wish I had left him sooner I feel stupid and like a bad person.