Does it actually come naturally?

I’m going to be a stay at home mom.. by myself. All alone. With a infant. 😳

I’ve never really been around many babies. I did babysit a 6 month old for a few weeks and managed to keep him alive but all he did was sleep and drink a bottle 🤔

I’m so nervous to be left alone for the first time when my husband goes back to work. Will momming come naturally? How do I check her breathing without staring at her the entire time she naps.. how do I know she’s not going to choke on my breast milk.. what if she’s not getting enough milk.. do you even bathe newborns.

I have 5 months until our baby is here and my husband is going to take a week from work off and then it’s all me 😭😭😭