Looking for hope...

Hi,

I am 40, have a beautiful, healthy 3.5 yr old, and suffered 3 miscarriages in 2018. The first at 8 weeks in March, no fetal heartbeat, the second in September was a chemical pregnancy, and the third, the baby was diagnosed with Trisomy 13 and I had to terminate the pregnancy early December.

My husband and I had had all the tests and the genetic counsellor says that all incidents were completely accidental.

Im hoping 2019 is my year and that I get to have my beautiful bouncy healthy baby. But I am so scared for something to happen again.

Does anyone have similar experience?