I’m on a mission!!!

I lost my rainbow baby boy at 26 weeks. At 24 weeks I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes. When I was 3 months into my pregnancy I had already gained 50lbs. The total amount I gained was 61lbs. My end weight after I gave birth was 235lbs. I’m a tiny gal 5’3 so I shouldn’t weigh this much. Today is day 1 of eating healthy. So far I’m doing well. It’ll take me a long time to lose 100lbs. I refuse to get pregnant again overweight. I don’t know if my weight contributed to the stillbirth but I don’t want to risk it. Wish me luck!!! I’m determined to do this.