I feel like all the girls my age and some friends only want to have a baby because of "baby fever" or because everyone else is I guess. It's not even baby fever with me... it's I want to start a family. I want to raise my child. Good and bad. Those videos of babies drooling in the parents face that doesn't change my mind at all. Hearing how painful and difficult motherhood is. Okay bring it. The difference between me and 80% of girls my age, I want a family. Not an accessory. Just needed to rant.