15 weeks pregnant...

I know there can be harmless reasons for this but...

I haven’t spotted yet, either in my July’18 pregnancy, or yet in this pregnancy.

Yet all of a sudden this morning there was brown blood...now this afternoon, it’s red.

It’s not heavy, but I’ve called my OB and she wants me to go to the ER across from her office to have an ultrasound done as soon as I can.

I know the odds at this point are in my favor, but there are also reasons this could be happening that aren’t so harmless.

Even if it’s something like placenta previa, and I’m out on bed rest... I know it won’t be the worst thing for baby, but I have to work four months to be eligible for maternity leave and I have a super narrow window to get that time in before baby is born, or else I go a year without income.

I guess I’m just scared and sad, and I’m not going to feel relief until I see a baby that’s healthy on the screen in the ER.

I guess all I’m asking for are positive thoughts for me and baby. It’s going to be a long 3 hrs waiting for the ER.