I've just gotten out of my last relationship in September. This relationship I lost my virginity in. He was never able to please me so eventually weeks after we broke up I started seeing other guys that I'd eventually started having sex with (in separate times and individually). It stared to get really fun considering I've had to wait til o was 20 to lose my virginity. But I feel as though I only do these things because deep down I am hurt inside and I don't know how to handle it. I want a new relationship but I don't think I'm emotionally ready and I don't know where my head is. It's hard for me to get control of myself and my own body. I feel as though I can't help myself and my sexual needs but they are hurting me and putting me in situations with people that either don't deserve it or are just overall bad for me to be around. Please help and talk some since into me.