I've been with my boyfriend for four months now, and i feel so sad because im afraid that just because i dont have that rush of emotion when i see him or talk to him, that im "not in love" with him anymore.

i believe that im in love with him, but what if im like, blinded by something and dont realize that im always supposed to have that feeling. i never really had that dopamine feeling in the first place, i just kind of knew i loved him, because i do. we have a spark. we make jokes together and laugh together. im attracted to him and hes perfect for me and hes sweet to me and compliments me and loves me just the way i want. i love him and will always be there for him.

nothing is staged. it feels normal. i was just wondering if it was normal to not feel that certain rush of emotion in particular.

we met through mutual friends in our friend group and hes my absolute best friend.

perhaps its because we are so comfortable with eachother that i dont have that feeling of anxiousness anymore?

advice? comments? please! vvvv

thank you ! 💗💞💖💓💕 - ryan