Hello ladies,

I'm looking for some input,advice, pretty much anything at this point! I'm currently with my husband 8 gears married 4.. Time after times cought him watching porn(not the issue issue is he hides it) he recently swore on my lige he didnt watch it when I brought it up on his phone he was speechless! I have 3 kids obviously my body isnt perfect..but he cant keep it hard to me anymore! It makesme feel nasty gross not pretty. It's to the point where I wanna end my marriage! I've lost 8 lbs changed myself completely to hold us together and maybe help him stay hard. But it's not working I always end up crying and leaving the bedroom! And he tirns it around on me!! Please any advice would be great

Btw here is me