My ex and I were best friends since 7th grade. We dated throughout high school & boy... anyone could tell he loved me. Even my teacher would tell me we were going to get married one day. Unfortunately, I was going through a change in mentality and I pushed everyone away, including him. He cried and begged me to work things with him but my stubborn mind ignored his pleas. Now that I’m becoming more stable & figuring things out, I realize that he might be the one. I can’t find anyone to replace his spot. We’re talking again but it’s not going the way I hoped..

anyone else need to vent?