Okay so I was in my first ever serious relationship with my girlfriend for 4 years (I’m 21, she’s 23). We recently broke up this September because she was no longer willing to communicate just about the small stuff. It begun early January this year and continued to build until June when we separated but soon got back together. Until she wasn’t able to keep her promises on fixing things and believe me I tried to pull her load for her (I had called things off both times). Our breakup was pretty bad after we broke up there was no contact between us or our families. I deleted her off of social media because I seen that she quickly took our pictures down and we haven’t spoke until a serious issue happened in my family.

We had one conversation about how our bond was broken and if we could maybe fix the friendship that we had before. But I explained to her the way that she hurt me I couldn’t understand how to be her friend. I told her that she had gotten me to a point where I could have once hated her. And she stayed silent and we never spoke after that.

Well that is until I made a call to her wondering if she would want to give us another try. Because she’s all I know and I don’t think I personally will be able to let someone in the way I did with her. I’ve planned a future with her and around her and I don’t want to let that go without at least knowing for sure she doesn’t feel the same way that I do.

I guess I’m not looking for a miracle resurrection of our relationship (it would be nice) but more of an answer or closure maybe...