Worried about life with a new born

K.

I have a 7 year old daughter who will be 8 In July and I due the end of March. While this pregnancy was planed for meaning we kinda where trying and not protecting. I have PCOS so we have been trying off and on about 3 years. With no luck we just kinda thought I couldn’t/wouldn’t get pregnant. But I’m scared of how life will change with a new little one in the world. Simple trips to the store and waking up all night. With my 1st I had the help of my mother and I mean ALOT Of help and now i live an hr away vs 5 mins so this will be completely new for me. Plus my hubby is scared to say the least he’s comfy with how our life is and did not really want another baby but I did so of course he tried to give me what I wanted. Now I feel guilty cause he’s not really thrilled about the new little one. Ugh idk I know I’m all over the place