Ok please someone help me😕😣😭

Please, please, please no judgement. If you don’t have anything nice to say towards this please don’t comment anything😕

So I’m 15, I turn 16 in 5 months. I’m a virgin & I’m on my period. My boyfriend (of almost 4 months) has been gone for 2 weeks an so I haven’t seen him. He got back yesterday. So we hung out today. We were just messing around an then out of nowhere we started making out. We ran to the barn an then continued to make out.

He dropped my pants an I dropped his. An then he just slipped it in. An I’m not gonna lie it felt pretty good! I was gasping for air an grabbing things to hold on to an biting my lip so hard. But afterwards, I didn’t feel anything. Like I did physically. But mentally it didn’t feel like anything, it felt like I was just imaging it or like it was a dream. It just didn’t feel real.

But is that normal???😕😣