There’s this guy and last year I kinda fell for him. We were basically together without making it official even though we both (seemingly) wanted to. He had a crisis within his family so he kinda shut down. Now here we are friends and I was joking telling him he owes me a drink but anyways I started having this thought..

I just want.. one really great make out session with him. We may never be together but he is so hot and I know he was a good kisser (we went on a date. No make out just a short kiss)

I don’t want to have sex with him. Or anyone. I’m not in a relationship but sometimes being single just gets boring and I just have this itch.

Does this sound like a bad idea?

Update: we’re “just friends” but today he told me I’m hot??