I got raped a few years ago and my boyfriend knows about this because I had very bad ptsd for a long time. Last night we got into this huge fight and he ended up saying it was all my fault it happened in the first place. He kept going into detail about how I should’ve known better etc. I have never felt so heartbroken. I feel like my worst fears come true, I love him more than anything but i can’t get over what he said to me..I don’t know what to do at this point